the more i learn, the more i cry.
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
8:00 PM
i think it's time to let you go. there's simply no way for us to be together. you called. i stared at my phone, watching your name flash on the screen, as i held it in my hand. the phone seemed to ring forever, but i did not answer it. you're just using me. you only call when youre alone. when she doesnt care bout you, you come to me. what bout when im alone? i call you, but you just cut me off or hang up, saying youre busy with her.
if you're ready to be mine, my everything, tell me.
cause im not gonna wait for you forever.
you say you love me, but i think you love her more.
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
1:41 PM
re-add me guys! changed my email addie.
xxue_@hotmail.com
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
1:23 PM
i went home early today. my eye was hurting me again, badly. my mom came, brought me to the doctor. he said my capillaries were inflammed. lols. then he tried explaining to me so scientifically. dint understand what he was talking bout. my mom said it was pretty serious. ohh well. at least it's better after eating the painkillers he'd given me.
love you best-est friend! (:
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
9:14 PM
i went to the new og orchard today. pretty okayokay laas. bought many new clothes. so happy. (: hahhs. i guess shopping makes me happy.
hahah. read this! my brother wrote it.
moonlight
look left, look right, sorry didnt call you last night
dozed off under the moonlight
can you go to the left
and i'll go to the right
cause we're not good enough for each other
im sorry for everything
but it's just too late now
we cant help each other
we should be moving on
under the moonlight
we long for each other
but you dont wanna
we should just be friends
quite good right!!! hahah. now he's like singing his "song". trying to find a suitable tune for it. lols. wonder where he got his inspirations from, he has been writing songs lately. gee. maybe he's attached...
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
8:54 PM
Can't stop,
Count backwards 5 4 3 2 1,
Before you get too heated and turned on (This guy),
You should have learned your lessons all them times before,
You've been bruised, you've been broken
Then there's my mind saying think before you go,
Through that door it could lead you nowhere (This guy),
Has got you all romantic, crazy in your head,
Do you think I'd listen, no I don't care
Cause I can't focus I can't stop,
You got me spinning round, round, round, round (Like a record),
I can't focus it's too hot (Inside),
You'll never get to Heaven if you're scared of getting high
Boy, boy,
Let me keep freaking around,
I wanna get down, I'm a red blooded woman,
what's the point in hanging round,
Don't wanna keep turning it down,
When this girl wants to rock with you,
Boy, boy,
Let me keep freaking around,
I wanna get down, I'm a red blooded woman,
what's the point in hanging round,
Don't wanna keep turning it down,
When this girl wants to rock with you
My conscience saying, get down off this dream,
It's too dangerous and deadly,
Has got you talking round in circles can't you see,
All for the sake of sexy (You're loving it),
Then there's my sense saying stop before you fall,
I don't wanna pick you up again,
Has got you all romantic, crazier each day,
Do you think I'd listen, There's no way
Cause I can't focus I can't stop,
You got me spinning round, round, round, round (Like a record),
I can't focus it's too hot (Inside),
You'll never get to Heaven if you're scared of getting high
Boy, boy,
Let me keep freaking around,
I wanna get down, I'm a red blooded woman,
what's the point in hanging round,
Don't wanna keep turning it down,
When this girl wants to rock with you,
Boy, boy,
Let me keep freaking around,
I wanna get down, I'm a red blooded woman,
what's the point in hanging round,
Don't wanna keep turning it down,
When this girl wants to rock with you
by kylie minogue
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
6:54 PM
have you ever felt like nobody in the world cares for you? well, maybe they your friends seem nice, but they turn your backs and bitch bout you all the time. do they call you everyday? are they really concerned bout you? can you really trust them with your deepest darkest secrets? i fear not.
like the story mrs tan told us, "i feel like a spare tyre". yupps, thats exactly the way i feel. when they're sad, depressed, miserable, out of love, they confide and share their troubles with me. after that, they simply go to someone else. how bout when im sad, depressed, miserable and out of love? i dont think they really care. i must say, i have quite a lot of friends around. but i think only one of them can be trusted. i think..
--
Everybody's talking
But they don't say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes
But I don't want the sympathy
It's cool you didn't want me
Sometimes you can't go back
Why'd you have to go and make a mess like that
I just have to say
Before I let go
Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down (so)
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know
Were you left out in the cold
Cuz what you did was low
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
2:33 PM
fill in the blanks.
1) guys are ___________, ___________ and ___________ bastards.
2) they just wanna ________ you.
3) they can just ___________ go to hell.
4) i hate _________.
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
2:10 PM
i went for the stupid class committee training camp thing. it was simply a waste of time. well, maybe some of the leadership and moltivation techniques they conveyed and explained to us were pretty good and useful. however, the rest was just boring and like i said, a waste of time!
if not for the training, 3/7 could still have our class camp at east coast.
if not for the training, i could have gone out shopping.
if not for the training, i could have slept more than 5 hours last night.
gahhhh!
let me explain how our class camp got cancelled. ms jo teo got angry that our class committee members did not hand in the stupid consent form for the training. she said we were being irresponsible and didnt think we could handle a "big" thing like the class camp. it was suppose to be at east coast, costa sands for tthree days, two nights. all of us planned everything, right down to how many underwears we should bring on that day. gave our plan to ms teo jin ling, typed out neatly on three sheets of paper. and she cancelled the damn thing!
do you know how much money is worth for that three sheets of paper?!
shes so mean and unreasonable kay! im so pissed!
ohh well, at least i thinkk i can make it to gemma's finals at zouk this wednesday then.
(:
sheryl's happy.
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
9:00 PM
one word to describe what im feeling: stressed
we had three tests today! yupps. THREE!
we had english compre test, social studies, and accounts. nearly had a nervous breakdown racking my brains today.
there's just so many things happening. and not just studies. him and him. go figure. shant reveal their names.
`then i see you standing there
wanting more from me
and all i can do is try
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
8:10 PM
maybe we shouldnt have met.
maybe we shouldnt have talked
maybe we shouldnt have went
cause now i cant get over you.
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
8:54 PM
i just got back from secthree adventure camp!
it was FAB! ilovedit. dint really sleep well last night though. dont think anybody did anyways. we were playing truth or dare. super funny! went to watch movies in 2/3 classroom. then slept for only 3 hours in 3/6 classroom with bea and ally. it was kinda hot at first, but later we were all freezing! ohh yeaa, when i woke up, i found a towel on me. lols. i thinkk shu ping put it on me? i dont know. hahahh. whoever it is, thanks! the mass communication activity today was damn boring. i kept dozing off when mr joseph, our instructor, was speaking. his voice puts me to sleep. lols. =X we had to stand on this groundsheet with our groups and try to flip it over without going outta the sheet. maybe i was just damn tired, so it wasnt really that fun.
campfire rocks rocks rocks my socks! so fun so fun! last night, ms ng and teojinling gave us a pizza treat! ten boxes full of steaming hot yummylicious mouth watering finger lickin good pizzas. cause 3/6 and 3/7 combined for the dragon boating and we won all three races! werock. dragon boating was damn tiring la. we had to shout "up! down! up! down!" to co-ordinate in order to win the race. after that, my whole body ached.
rahhh. so many things happened la. too tired to blog anymore.
goodnight world.
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
8:16 PM
Paint my face in your magazines
Make it look whiter than it seems
Paint me over with your dreams
Shove away my ethnicity
Burn every notion that I may have a flame inside to fight
And say just what is on my mind
Without offending your might
causethislifeistooshort
toliveitjustforyou
butwhenyoufeel
so p o w e r l e s s
whatareyougonnado
sosaywhatyouwant
saywhatyouwant
I saw her face outside today
Weatherworn, looking all the rage
They took her passion and her gaze and made a poster
Now it’s moccasins we sport
We take the culture and contort
Perhaps only to distort what we are hiding
Hey you, the one, the one outside, are you ever gonna get in, get in
Hey you, the one that don’t fit in, how ya, how ya gonna get in
Hey you, the one outside, are you ever gonna get in with your
Broken teeth, broken jaw, broken mojo
Yeah, this life is too short to live it just for you
But when you feel so powerless, what are you gonna do
cause this life is too short to live it just for you
But when you feel so powerless, what are you gonna do
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
9:11 PM
we had chinese ca today. it was okay. just hope i pass this test. i studied pretty hard for it. prays--
mr ng told us that theres this history field trip during the june holidays. and we're going to sri lanka! so coool kay! although it's not like we're going to england or something, but i thinkk it's still fun la. i wanna go i wanna go!
whoohoo! secthree adventure camp starts tomorrow. can hardly wait to slide down the flying fox! wahahahs. =))
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
9:01 PM
happy birthday gayle mommieee!
we had half day today. but stupidd mrs lalitha made us stay back for the physics test. rahhh. stayed back for 50 mins more! nehnehh. beaa and gayle went to buy our tickets first. met them at cine, pastamania. jalene was there too! they all changed into their own clothes while me and allyfianceedarling remained in our uni.
we watched Honey! and it rocks!! jessica alba is just ohh-so-pretty and goddamn hot! i wishh i can have her figure. shrugs- i dont know why they rated ONE star for this movie. i think it deserves more, like 4 or 5 stars! well, maybe they dont like movies with lotsa shaking and moving and dancing. wheee... so happy i watched it! damn good!
we went to heeren after that to take neos. then at the fountain, this woman approached gayle and asked if she could take a picture of her. apparently she's from lime magazine! lols. then after that she interviewed me too and took a picture of me and gayle together. yikes. hope nobody sees it.
saw alex and jack in united square. it's been a loooong time since i've seen jack. he looked more older? lols.
studying chinese now. pulls hair-
im like writing out all the stupid meanings and stuff, but doubt i'll remember it. ohh wells...
imissyou.
iloveyou.
come back to me.
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
8:06 PM
